How to look at the glass half full and not half empty.

You gain some by lossing some.

1. Most women are worried sick of straying husband.  But i don't. I have made up my mind that if he stray, i would have the good riddance attitude, not forgetting a good blanket party farewell gift. In a way, i am so secured because i was overly insecured.
2.  I was never spoon fed in this business or had a good business partner, therefore with such a hard landing, i am certain that i could pull through any future endeavours.
3.  I love myself better now than ever. I do not bother to hurt myself in any way,shape or form in any relationship. When i am feeling upset and i feel like beating myself up. I rather beat him up instead. (Well, not literally)
4. I learn how to take care of my health better, eat better, get to the doctor myself and control my anger because i did not have anyone to care for me all these years.
5. One day, when i do have a baby, i am a full fledge mummy. I will be a good mummy with or without  a daddy.
6. I enjoy working for myself very much and i am a better employer than i imagined.
7. I cherish my family and my life more because i realise how vulnerable it is.
8. At least i am sitting in the position of a third party and reading a news article about that stupid ex-bf and his poor wife gross birthing video in the most unglam position. Imagine she was a celebrity, some high ranking executive or a politician of some sort? It would have been controversial. That could have been me! God is always reaffirming my decisions.

Upgrading oneself

Hee. I think too much and i figured i needed to finish my paper chase. I get home sick whenever my brain is ever left idling for more than 5 minutes. My mind is willing for stimulant but my body cannot. 

I can officially take public transport on concession. Tee Hee...

With four gruelling long years to my degree and my own business to run. I should have less time for funny thoughts and men. THough i wish i could be there with my family and my dog. Sighz.

Nope, i haven't got my textbooks yet. But look! These are the stuff i have to read to run my business and hey this is only the floor side. How about accounting and book keeping ! ZZZZZZZZ

Though i wish i could have a fun career, like a successful makeup artist and my job is to create special effect monsters. Though i wish i could have a passionate career, like a vet and spend all my time with animals. Alas, the money is simply not there and i decided to flow in harmony with what life has to offer me. I wanted to treat dogs not humans. Why?

Like they all say, i am probably living up to someone elses dream. And i wanted their life.

That losers in the news

I miss home! So i went to read the singapore news! Puke my hokkien noodle and strawberry biscuit and milk out. There is only 3 reasons why you would be on the news.

1. You are outstanding and did good.
2. You are a criminal and did wrong.
3. You are an UFO and did something Stupid. 

(So did he do something stupid or did vachel become a UFO?)

http://www.divaasia.com/article/4234

ans: No.3 

You saw that? Vomit. The extent that stupid property agent geoffery ho khim peng would go to gain some attention. The william hung kind of attention. He is always quirky, attention seeking, same old jaggarnaut and absolutely disgusting.

He is nothing but a piece of embarassment right down to the oysters incident. Remember This?! I have a gf living in a grand and beautiful home. She love to organise little bbq and parties with her friends in the garden. But on that special day, her daddy invited everyone else as well (Relatives, staff and business partners) I brought this jaggarnaut to her party. He goes to her house and ate more than his 'wine' worth of oysters. Typical narrow minded person who ate so much oyster that all the other guest thought he was a waiter. After that day, i knew that was it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How the hell did i have the ability to date all the quirkiest guy on earth. God given power ok.

I pity his wife and kid lar. She must have alot of 'DU LIANG' to put up with his nonsenses. Any other women with half a brain would have walked out. That could have been me in the you tube clip showing my ugly face in labour pain, with my legs wide open with blood, goo and all. Last time, when my dog zacky died, he also wanted to film my dog's death. My sister got so upset.

Yes, that was gross and i didn't think he genuinely gave a shit that his wife chee bye was splitting open in pain for the baby to come out. Everything is genuinely funny to him. I am absolutely embarassed that i dated him before. He is the type that make me want to soak myself in a tub of antiseptic solution for a day and brush my teeth with dettol!

 If i bump into him in Singapore. Awkward is not the right word to describe how i would feel. DISGUSTING EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Outburst of anger

I know i should have held back but no one seem sorry over the customer, i shouted at today. She scolded all my staff in my shop, utterly grumpy every single time she steps into my shop and she kept scolding me for 15 minutes without a break. She nagged like a crazy old woman when my intership student dropped her carob chocolate bars. And she blame me for not calling her to collect the chocolates. She kept insisting that she is a very big and important customer of mine. I did call her, in fact a couple of times and i never managed to get her on the line.

She kept scolding me and called me a lier before all my staff and customers. I exploded. Enough! I yelled at her infront of all the customers and i told her to 'GET OUT'. I do not care how much she buys from me (honestly, just a hundred dollars worth of chocolate bars every 4 months), my staff and i do not deserve her constant abuses. I will not have her bullying my staffs or sprouting shit in my territory. Most importantly, disturb the rest of my customers. I was shaking with anger and my other customers had to calm me down. She stood outside my store and abused me in her own language. I bet it is just some racist remarks. Argh...... For some reasons, every body worked quietly around me today.

Hmm...

Then another idiot came along and wanted a refund. Yes, same old shitz. I refuse him a refund and he made a scene until i had to call security. I feel my life being sucked away slowly today... I am so tired of these crazy people.

Yesterday, my stuff got stolen. Today, i had two trouble maker back to back. I am sick and i never got my rest. The customers finally made me cry. I went to the backroom and cried my makeup off my face. I wiped my tears, reapplied my makeup and went back to work.

Police and thief

That old man stood behind the shelves and waited for me. The hard task for me has surfaced. I had to reject his application. I had to reject him in such a manner whereby i do not get myself sued. I cannot reject him because he is too old, nor can i reject him because he is over qualified. He is persistence and i knew i could not hire this man.

Who said, being rejected was harsh? Rejecting someone is equally hard okay?

Two stupid teenage girl and a boy came to shoplift at my shop for some protein powders. I chased them down but i realise i did not bring any weapon with me. I confronted them but they acted retarded and tried to show me that the 4kg protein tub is not hidden in their mini handbags. I cursed them and shouted at them. I called them losers and i have them on my camera. Actually, i just wanted to have a good look at them. I have them on my security footage and they are quite dead. I did not push forward because i did not know if they had any weapons on them. Stabbing is $^#$^$ common here and getting stabbed over a bottle of protein powder is well, not worth it.

Smile! You are on candid camera!

Sister Stealers!

Manx! The little one look barely 12 yrs old. That stupid guy in the cap must be the master-mind.

In the first place, why would that fat woman steal a weight gainer!!! Isnt she fat enough?

They are freaking dead. And i am going to stick their face all around the mall and at the front of my store. I did not realise i can run so fast with fever and flu.  I'll make sure they never dare to step foot in my shop again. I will throw my chair at them and knock them out with the 4 kg protein tubs.

Oh yes, i called the police and securities. They are repeated offenders and it won't be hard to find them. Maybe they should go into exile for awhile? How about sleeping inside a sewage hole for a month? They can mix sewage water with my weight gainer powder.